Back Again (Isabella's Diary)

They didn't call me but I went back. I mean, I had to. I just had to stand there and wait for him. It has been two days since I applied to that restaurant and I really don't care if they call me and hire me. I just want to see him again.
Yes, the him is Mr. Black.
I can't stop thinking about him. I can't stop picturing him. The limo. The way the driver respected and feared him. How he walked. His face looked like chiseled stone, I swear on it.
Wow, what would I give to touch his face?
This has to be pathetic, right? Worrying so much about a man that really means nothing. But I can't help its. It's an addicting right now. It'll go away. I just need to see him. One more time. Maybe... maybe even talk to him.
Can you imagine?
Walking up to him... and saying... "Mr. Black?"
Wow.
Just wow.

Applying (Isabella's Diary)

What a long day today. Spent all of my time looking for job after job. Applying for this, that, anything I can get. I'd take anything at this point. Anything to give me that hope. I even went to a restaurant. I was a waitress in college for a little while. It was nice, easy money. This place is called G.H. and it's fancy. I walked in and filled out an application. I got the eyes... you know, the judging eyes, but whatever. It's my life and I need a job. I can do it. I can serve other people. The manager told me it's all high class and I would have to look a part and act a part.
Fair enough.
He took the application and said he'd call.
I doubt it.
At least I tried.
The best part was that when I left there was a limo sitting at the curb. A long black limo. I stood and waited, watching as the driver hurried out of the limo and went to the backdoor. He opened it and I was curious. Maybe it was a celebrity. That would be interesting to see. Very interesting.
It wasn't a celebrity... but OMG.
The man that got out of that limo was like nothing I've ever seen before. He was tall, sexy, intense. He didn't have to say a word to be intense. That was the thing. He didn't look at me. He didn't speak to me or even speak the man who opened his door. He just stood there for a few seconds, lost in thought. I hate to judge someone because I just complained about being judged, but the guy looked really rich. Powerful. Sexy. Wow, did I really write that twice? Whatever. It's my thing to write here I guess... he was sexy.
And then his name...
The man closed the door and said, "Shall I be back in one hour?"
The sexy man nodded.
The driver then said, "Okay, sir... Mr. Black."
Mr. Black.
Just say that name... Mr. Black.
I really hope the restaurant calls me for the job. I'd like to see Mr. Black again.

~Isabella

Sexy Monday - a picture that reminds me of...

Something about this picture is just sexy as hell, right? Kind of reminds of Jonathan Black and Isabella Grace!!!! :)

Changes... and stuff.

It's time I update this blog and stay at it. And what that means for you is more stuff to read in between my releases and hopefully a chance for all of us to get to know each other. Oh, yeah, and perhaps some Jonathan Black.  :)

I'm going to start a new feature where I'm publishing the private diary of Isabella Grace. Yes, be excited. It's her most private thoughts and follows her life before Jonathan Black and during those first days when she met him... when she fell in love with him long before he ever placed a hand to her body.

The next feature is going to be about Alex Slader. As a many with so much to say, I'm going to share it. Like I said... what's hotter than a billionaire? A rockstar billionaire! Just wait until you read what Alex Slader has to say. My advice... have a cup of ice handy when reading to cool yourself off.  

In other news, the next book in the With the Rockstar series will come in October. These stories are longer and deeper than anything in By His Command. I promise you... every sentence is connected to the entire story. Before I sat to touch With the Rockstar, I mapped out ALL THE BOOKS. Something you read in the first one will have purpose in the last book. Don't miss this series. 

I've received TONS of questions about Hopeless Command. I know, I miss Aiden. I miss Elsie. The series is alive but I have nothing to offer in terms of another book or a release date. What I'd like to do... I'd like to find a way to expand the series. Make the books longer, more enjoyable for everyone. I have to come up with an idea to do this... I want to know more about Elsie and Aiden. I want to know more about Wicked. And I want all of you to have that too. I beg you to be patient so I can come up with the best books possible to offer.  

As always, THANK YOU for the love and support. You've brought Jonathan, Aiden, and Alex to life. These are important men in my life... and they never leave me alone. :)

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #1 - Nikki Sixx

The best. The hottest. Ever.

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #2 - Sebastian Bach

:)

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #3 - Peter Steele

Lead singer of Type O Negative

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - 4 - Kurt Cobain

The sadness is just so sexy

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #5 - Jeff Buckley

His voice... mmmm....

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #6 - Jim Morrison

The Lizard King -

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #7 - M. Shadows

I know... a little hardcore music... but come on... who doesn't like something hardcore???

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #8 - Trent Reznor - NIN

NIN... Trent... #yum  ;)

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #9 - Bon Jovi

You knew this was coming...

One Night Stand with the Rockstar

Welcome to world of billionaire rockstar, Alex Slader…

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Just one night.

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That's all Jessica Harpmae is looking for when she gets a chance to meet billionaire rockstar, Alex Slader.

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Just one night.

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Alex Slader isn't just a rockstar, he is the rockstar... a complicated man, a suffering man, a man who savers life through submission. And when he meets innocent Jessica, listening to her generic questions about his band and his life, his mind travels elsewhere... he wants Jessica.

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Just one night.

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Jessica must confront her deepest sexual desires and fears as she stares at the most powerful and sexiest rockstar in the world. Add to that her seemingly innocent roommate, Carrie, who is secretly locked into a sexual contract of her own, and Jessica's life soon becomes a twisted mix of reality, fantasy, and past memories that place her in Alex Slader's bed and heart...

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But, remember, it's only a one night stand...

KINDLE

NOOK

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars - #10 - Sully from Godsmack

I know... Godsmack? But, come on... Sully...

Top 10 Hottest Rockstars!

In honor of my newest release and series - One Night Stand with the Rockstar - I'm going post a top ten list... my top 10 hottest rockstars ever! :)

I'll post a new one each day for 10 days... so... are you ready? It's about get seriously hot on this blog!

Oh, and feel free to add your own personal favorites too.

This blog is back!

I'm back here... going to get on a regular blogging schedule. Lots of sexy stuff happening here!!!!! :)

Hey Aiden!

That's right... the time has come!

Thanks to you, INDULGE is out early.  Remember a few weeks ago I messed up?  And then I said if you sent By His Command 6 into the top 100 of erotica I'd get INDULGE out early?  WELL... you did your part and now I've done mine!

Enjoy INDULGE...

Amazon Kindle!

Barnes & Noble Nook

The follow up to the super steamy TEMPTATION finds Aiden challenging Elsie to do things she never thought she would…

‘I stood in the doorway and watched as she dressed.’

Aiden Delmaro can’t control himself as he watches Elsie prove herself at his company. She’s not just a pretty face, she is a smart woman. Smarter than any of the men working directly under him.

But he doesn’t want Elsie in the company… he wants her to explore her wild side…

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Elsie is desperate to prove herself to Aiden in the boardroom AND in the bedroom. So when he asks her to dance for him, to strip for him, things take a sexy turn…

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As Aiden watches Elsie dance and strip, he knows there’s more to Elsie than she’s giving him and it only makes sense for him to command her to seek help. He enlists the help of Wicked, Elsie's experienced roommate. Aiden’s power and sexual need goes beyond anything Elsie could have predicted, all leading to a dance that will put her in Aiden’s heart and mind perhaps forever. And yes, she’ll get the help she needs...

All fixed!

Okay, the Amazon problems are NOW FIXED!  Thank you to Amazon for helping so fast.  And thank you to all the dedicated readers who still found a way to get By His Command #6... keep it up!

Remember... if we get the book into the Top 100 in erotica, Hopeless Command #2 will come out early!!!!!

So... buy, read, review, post, share, love, and live.

http://www.amazon.com/Ana-W.-Fawkes/e/B00AVZLLE8/ref=ntt_athr_dp_pel_1

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/his-lust-ana-w-fawkes/1114839480?ean=2940016355948

By His Command UPDATE

Hey Everyone!

Good news and bad news...

Good news is that By His Command #6 is LIVE!  It's here.  FINALLY, right?  More about the mysterious 'K' text messaging Isabella.  More about Jonathan and his demand to return to 'normal'.

The bad news... the book is having problems showing up in Amazon searches.  You have to go through the direct link posted below to get to the book.  PLEASE share this with everyone... if you go to Amazon.com and look, the book won't show!  Clicking the link, however, will bring you to the page.  The great people at Amazon are hard at work fixing the glitch, but I wouldn't want any of you to miss out on By His Command over this weekend!!!!  :)

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00BUFBQC0

And for my Nook readers:

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/his-lust-ana-w-fawkes/1114839480?ean=2940016355948

Hot Monday Update

Just wanted to stop in and say hey to everyone.  :)

I've been hard at work, balancing my time with Jonathan Black and Aiden Delmaro.  (Such a hard life, right?)

I can safely now say that BOTH By His Command #6 and Hopeless Command #2 are in the final processing stages of their publishing lives... if that makes sense.  What that actually means is that by the end of March, both books will be released.

You'll get to see what happens with Isabella Grace and the mystery person texting her... and you'll get to see what Aiden has in store for innocent Elsie...

I really love this books and these characters.  They are hot and wild.  And if I may say so... when you read Hopeless Command #2 - INDULGE - it'll make you sweat.  It's so good, so hot.

HOPELESS COMMAND #1

It' alive!  It's alive!

Welcome to the world of Aiden Delmaro...


TEMPTATION

(Hopeless Command #1)
*She is my temptation, as I am hers...*

Aiden Delmaro is indulging in what he knows best, money and women, when he spots a beautiful, innocent woman standing in the middle of the strip club. There's something about her that's captivating, different... and addicting.
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Elsie is in the last place she thought she'd end up in. A strip club. And it is all thanks to her wild roommate. Wendy, "Wicked", is a stripper, and the complete opposite of Elsie.

Elsie sees Aiden staring intently at her and she instantly loses herself. He's everything she wants and he can give her everything she needs. But Aiden isn't just interested in sex or domination... he's interested in discovering how deep Elsie's sexual desires will go.
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It begins in a strip club, but in a shocking twist, it doesn't end until Elsie's first day of work at her new job...


KINDLE ---> http://www.amazon.com/TEMPTATION-Hopeless-billionaire-submission-ebook/dp/B00BG0X0QY/ref=sr_1_17?ie=UTF8&qid=1360930718&sr=8-17&keywords=ana+fawkes

NOOK ---> http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/temptation-ana-w-fawkes/1114568203?ean=2940016400846

A Preview and a Contest

Okay... you all sent By His Command #5 into the Top 100 of erotica today on Amazon!  Thank you all SO much for that.

As a thank you, I'm going to post an excerpt from Hopeless Command #1 right here on my site and on my Facebook page!  Oh, and one more thing... anyone who shares the excerpt via Facebook will be entered into a contest.  Trust me, the prize is pretty cool... so read, and then share.  :)

http://www.facebook.com/AnaWFawkes

EXCERPT:

I waited on the sidewalk, resisting the urge to pace.  I couldn’t believe I just walked away from a man so brilliantly sexy, but how could I not?  He was just messing around, playing games, probably trying to get a rise out of a woman like me.

I didn’t blame him for it, I blamed myself for becoming that kind of woman.

Even still, as I stood with the strip club to my back, knowing damn well I could have walked back inside, found Wendy, and maybe done something wild to drive Aiden Delmaro wild, I remained in place, waiting for a cab.  That’s just my personality, the kind of person stuck in a routine which is nothing but a rut.  And my rut was the future, and a vision of my life that could happen but most likely wouldn’t.  The vision of a house, a husband, children all the things I considered normal… but for how long would I enjoy it if and when it came?

As regret started to gnaw its teeth into me, I shivered.  Between the cool air and my burning body I needed to get as far away from the strip club as possible.  

Three cabs – not one, not two, but three – drove right by me in glorious fashion, ignoring my request of their service and two of them stopped at a red light a block away.  I thought about running after the second cab when I saw the red light but before I could take a step, the light turned green and the vehicle started to move.

Shit.

At this rate, I’d never get home.  I’d never get a bath, with candlelight, and I’d never get my good night of sleep for my first day on the new job. 

Shit.

“The cabs are horrible in this area.”

I turned to smile, out of courtesy to the person behind me and as I did, my mind registered the voice.

I knew that voice.

It was too late to cancel my smile because by the time my mind put the voice to a face I was staring at that face.

Aiden’s face.

“Oh.  You.”

“Oh.  Me.”

I turned back around and stepped into the road.  A desperate attempt to catch a cab for sure.  Or better yet, a cab could hit me and then I’d get a ride to the hospital and then home.

Win-win.

Shit.

Aiden stepped with me and now stood next to me.

“I think it’s the strip club that does it,” he said.  He was so calm, acting as though nothing happened in the club.  “You know, the atmosphere.”

“Naked women?” I asked.  “Wouldn’t most cab drivers…”

“Not that,” Aiden said.  “Drunk men – and women – stumbling around, three seconds away from throwing up.  Fights.  Slurring.  The remains of what was a good night.  Not to mention, the cab drivers get to pick up the trash and don’t get to see the beautiful women inside.”

Beautiful women.

“However,” Aiden continued, “not many are quite as beautiful as you.”

His hand was on the move again, this time sliding into my hand.  I whimpered, hoping I could hide the sound, but when I saw Aiden smile again, I figured I was caught.

“So you have a car?” I asked.

“Plenty of them,” Aiden said.  “But I won’t drink and drive.  I don’t make bad choices.”

His head slowly turned and his burning eyes caught mine.  My body throbbed for him.  I knew the bad choices comment had nothing to do with drinking and driving. 

“I really have to get home,” I said.  “I’m starting a new job tomorrow.”

“New job?  And you came to the strip club to celebrate.”

“I already told you, I had to give my roommate…”

“Ah, here we are.  Finally.”

Aiden may have cut me off but it was the sight before my eyes that kept me in silence.  I watched as a sleek black limo appeared.

“I’m going to take you,” Aiden said.  “Come.  I won’t wait.”

His hand moved from my hand to my lower back.  His movements were naturally smooth.  He was a man who bled confidence and had not a single worry or care in the world.  He walked to the limo and opened the door.  He didn’t offer me a ride, he didn’t offer me to get in, he told me to do it.

He told me he was taking me home.

And his face was too sexy to deny.  His eyes were beady and intense, like staring into the eyes of a hungry predator.  A sexual predator, that’s what Aiden Delmaro was, but I still moved towards the limo. 

I figured I would have at least looked back, one last time, and tried to convince myself otherwise.  But it didn’t matter right then.  I moved into the limo and slid across.  I told myself I wouldn’t watch Aiden climb into the limo, but I did.  His size and demeanor was just amazing.

He took the seat across from me. 

It was the last thing I needed or wanted, or at least that’s what I continued to repeat in my mind.  I looked out the window and thought about my books at home.  The books I planned on reading in a few minutes.  By the time Aiden took me home it would only eat into a half hour, if that. 

Things could have ended up much worse.

The limo started to move and Aiden touched his tie.  He pulled at the knot and let out a long breath.

“Feels good to relax for a minute.”

“I’ll relax when I’m home.”

“Tell me your plans.”

I looked at Aiden and wanted to look mean or annoyed but I couldn’t.  I knew I looked desperate, my cheeks a little flushed, my hands touching the seat, constantly moving.  My nerves felt pinched and I was uncomfortable but yet comfortable at the same time.  I felt comfortable with the fantasy of Aiden Delmaro.  The idea of a hot stranger coming to me, wanting me, taking me away for a night (or life) of money and lust.  I felt uncomfortable actually being in what could have been the fantasy.

“My plans?”

“Going home and going to bed?  Is that it?”

The tone in Aiden’s voice egged me on.  I resisted it and just nodded.

“I see,” he said.  “A life ahead of you to live and you’re going to sleep it away.  Live in a cloud.”  He leaned forward and pointed at me.  His tie dangled between his legs.  I hated myself for looking.  To be honest, I wished the tie wasn’t there… or his pants.  I wanted to see more.  “I bet you have the next ten years planned out perfectly, don’t you?  Or at least in your eyes, it’s perfection.” 

Aiden paused, waiting for my reaction.  There was none.  I simply ignored him.  I needed to just ride this out a few more minutes and I’d be home.

When I didn’t react, Aiden sat back and loosened his tie some more.  He pulled the knot down until the tie let loose.  He pulled it from his neck and crumpled it into his big, strong hand and then tossed it at me.

I let the tie hit the seat next to me.  My nose perked up, wanting to grab the tie and smell it.  I wanted to memorize Aiden’s musky scent to keep for later use.  Thinking about my body – touching myself or Aiden touching me – made my cheeks burn again. 

“It’s time to live,” Aiden said.  “But, then again, you came to the strip club to drop something off for your roommate.”

“Something she needed,” I said.  “I’m a nice person.”

“That’s good.  I’m generally not.”

I liked Aiden being stern and mean, but I knew I had to be careful.  He could be dangerous.  Plus, if I kept talking, I’d have more of a story to tell Wendy. 

Think about that… I’d finally have a story to share with Wendy.

“Tell me your plans.”  Aiden tapped the leather seat in the limo.  “Right.  Now.”

“Fine,” I said.  “I’m going to take a hot bath.  With candles around the tub.  And relax.  Then I’m going to bed.”

Aiden’s eyes opened wide.  “Ah, so close… so, so close Elsie.”

When he said my name, my body flooded with a raging heat.  I was soaked again, as I thought about all the different things I wanted Aiden to do to me.

“So close?”

“So close,” Aiden repeated.  “There’s plenty after the candlelit hot bath.”

My cheeks were on fire, matching my body and my panties.  “Oh…?”

Aiden pointed to himself.  “Me.”

I tried to laugh but it came out as a whimper.  “You’re coming home with me?”

Oh, how my thoughts went wild.  I’d make Wendy so proud of me to have her come home and suffer through the sexual sounds of Aiden and myself going at it.

Aiden leaned forward again.  He looked more annoyed than ever.  He shook his head.  He reached for me, touching my knee.  My legs wanted to open, but I tried to fight it.

“Elsie… I’m not coming home with you tonight.  You’re coming home with me.”

Copyright 2013 Ana W. Fawkes

By His Command #5 - HIS URGE!

Yes, it's finally here.  I apologize for the early morning delays, but everything is now live and ready.  This is By His Command #5 - HIS URGE.  This is my personal favorite so far.  It's the longest of all the books and I would LOVE to hear from all of you as you read it.

And don't forget... next week I'll be launching my next series, HOPELESS COMMAND!

What an exciting time and I have all of you to thank.  I really appreciate all the support.  :)

Get it from Amazon for Kindle

Get it from Barnes & Noble for Nook

Hot Pic for Tuesday!

I'm surfing Pinterest, trying to relax... yeah, right.

This is smoking.  :)

Source: media.beta.photobucket.com via Katie on Pinterest

CONTEST time!

And now here's the BIGGEST announcement yet.  I'm holding a contest.  I cannot thank everyone enough for the love and support but I have an idea on how to try...

The winner of this contest will receive an advanced ebook copy of the first book in my newest series, HOPELESS COMMAND.  The book will be released on Valentine's Day but you get a few days in advance!

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Contest Rules

Contest begins on February 1 and ends February 8.

Voting will be done based on each activity performed.  For the Facebook likes, there can only be one vote.  For the Twitter and blog/review posts, there can be multiple votes – as many as you want!

Obviously, the more votes you have, the better chance of winning.

To enter the contest you must like the Ana Fawkes page on Facebook.  When you do this AND you comment on the page, you get 1 vote.  You MUST comment on the page to get the vote.  (It’s easier to track that way!) www.facebook.com/anawfawkes

Twitter votes.  Post a link to any of Ana Fawkes book and you get a vote.  There is NO limit to this, so spread the word!  You MUST include @anafawkes in your tweet so the vote can be tracked and properly recorded. www.twitter.com/anafawkes

Blogpost / Facebook post.  This is the big one!  You get 5 votes for this one.  For your blog… write up a quick post about an Ana Fawkes book with a link to get the book.  When the post is live, contact Ana (Facebook, Twitter, or email her) so the votes can be recorded.  For Facebook (for those who don’t have a blog)… do the same thing.  Write a quick status about an Ana Fawkes book and tag Ana so the votes can be recorded. 

You can do this multiple times over the contest but each post must be unique!

The winner will be announced on February 9^th on the Ana Fawkes blog, Facebook page, and Twitter.  The winner will have to email Ana Fawkes at AnaFawkes@gmail.com so they can receive their prize…

The grand prize?

An advanced ebook copy of Ana Fawkes’s new book in her new series, HOPELESS COMMAND.  If you thought Jonathan Black was sexy, wait until you meet Aiden Delmaro!  The story follows the innocent Elsie as she’s pulled into a world she never thought possible.  Between Aiden and her stripper roommate, Wicked, anything is possible…

My Surprise...

I know I've been hinting at a surprise the past week... and it actually comes in two parts.

First, I want everyone to know that By His Command #5 will be released early!  Next week!  Get excited!

Okay, now for the real surprise...

I'm launching a new series!  The title is HOPELESS COMMAND and the first book, Temptation is due out on Valentine's Day.  How perfect, right?  I'll be running a special for the initial release as a thank you to everyone who supported By His Command.
The really cool news is that By His Command will still be alive and well... and while you're waiting for the next book, you can read Hopeless Command.  I can't tell you how excited I am about this series.  Wait until you meet Aiden Delmaro... a sexy, wild billionaire who one night in a strip club sets his eyes on an innocent looking woman.  She turns out to be Elsie, and yes, Elsie is very innocent.  Her roommate, however, named Wicked, isn't so innocent... she's a stripper.
Trust me, this gets hot and wild, and fast!

Here's the cover...

Facebook ME!

I created a Facebook page today.  I would LOVE for all of you to like it, share it, and help me get out there.  Trust me, it's worth it... I have some BIG news coming this week.  :)

http://www.facebook.com/AnaWFawkes

Top 100!

WOW... I woke up today to find By His Command #4 - HIS PASSION - sitting in the Top 100 in erotica on Amazon!

I want to pause for a second in my lust filled day of billionaires, alpha males, and domination, and say thank you to all those who have supported me.  Now, if you don't mind... keep sharing the word about By His Command.  Tell a friend, Tweet a link, and keep the story alive.  I promise you that #5 will be out probably around Valentine's Day... and trust me, Cupid won't be near this story.  ;)

The touch

He asked if he could touch... so I looked at him and smiled.

"Why ask?  Just fucking do it."

;)

HIS PASSION (By His Command #4)

It's here... Jonathan Black and Isabella Grace are together again.  For those have read the first three books know how wild the ending of Book 3 was.  Don't miss out on By His Command:

Read on NOOK!